Sometime I thinking myself,why every single time I want a long relationship with a girl,the girl will never like me back?? Very single time..I am certainly give up to chasing for love..Is it because I am not worthy to get any girls? I mean,when u say I poor,now I have a decent income now. When u say I fat,I lose 20kg compare to my fattest condition. Then now,what else?? What the fuck you still want from me? At the same time,some stupid motherfucker just have so many girls although having a girlfriends.I wanna to ask,why the fuck is so unfair?? I ready not understand Some time I quite worried,I will be single in my whole life.Now I 29,sadly to say that I never having a relationship. Thats why before that I going to fap, then lazy,then eat uncontrollable,then fat,then no girls. But now I changed,but the condition still the fucking same! Then what is the point to going through all this? Can somebody tell me,what the fuck should I do?I dont want the whole life is just fapping on my bed.