Fell off the wagon (willingly), couple of things

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by LKT, Oct 15, 2017.

  1. LKT

    LKT Fapstronaut

    So in September after almost 4 months of hardmode, I allowed myself to fall off the wagon and stayed off till 1 Oct when I got back on again

    Couple of things I noticed:

    1) After a couple of days of relapsing it was like I couldn't focus on ANYTHING, like the brain of a bad mediator my mind kept moving back to thinking of porn, which I indulged.
    Now after 2 weeks of nofap I can focus again without thinking of porn so badly. Anyone felt the same way?

    2) I've been having this feeling of my balls and penis being full, like I'm going to ejaculate without getting a boner, is this blue balls? Is it normal and IIRC does it take 2 months or so to go away?

    Anyway just wanted to share my experience

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