felt a little better today

today i had gone on a trek with 14 people up a mountain,they all belonged to near about my age group,some younger ,some elder to me.We did not really share a lot of common things but it felt kinda nice to meet so many people whom i can talk to irl. they smoked weed and got drunk on top of the mountain and were confused af on how to get down the hill so decided to wait (and even after that i had to help them get down because the weed seemed to become a little too much.they thanked me a lot.LOL). all in all i believe i need more friends and a a company where i can open up,i may or may not share a commonalities but i need it coz it just felt pretty de stressing to do so,i did not once think about porn during those entire 6 hrs.
i look forward to such trips

 

that hit so hard