FEMDOM ADDICTION

Discussion in 'Porn-Induced Sexual Dysfunctions' started by creatorofmyowndestiny, Jan 13, 2022.

  1. creatorofmyowndestiny

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    There is nothing that can take a pain away but eventually, you will find a way to live with it. There will be nightmares, everyday you wake up it will be the first thing you think of until one day, it becomes the second thing.
     
  2. Longtime27

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    Femdom porn is a powerful drug, it can have a huge psychological grip over your will and desires. It still haunts my dreams, and still lures me from time to time.

    First step is reduction to a minimal, somewhat manageable level. But yes, the battle to overcome it is a long one and one that I haven't yet won after 7 or 8 years of trying.
     
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  3. creatorofmyowndestiny

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    Yes brother, I got you. I am fighting it every day.
    I hope the best for you.
     
  4. creatorofmyowndestiny

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    So guys, I entered into the flatline period. Symptoms of tiredness, cloudy brain, loss of motivation are all there but It's possible to live with all this instead of femdom which only leads to death or loss of self. It took 2 weeks to enter into flatline. I mastrubated twice watching normal stuff in these 2 weeks.

    Think guys, fapping to normal porn twice in 2 weeks and entering into a flatline with ongoing fapping. What kind of gripping and damage this femdom does to the brain. It's the worst kind of addiction.

    I created a new sexual preferance in my brain by fapping to normal porn. I can get hard now watching normal stuff. It's not hard as femdom but before, it was impossible to think to getting a erection by watching normal porn.

    I am getting better in social things or talking with people. Lots of people tell me that I am intelligent so why not believe them.

    If I compare myself now with my old self (1 or 2 years ago), it's a huge difference. So, I am happy and happy it should be.
     
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  5. Hagámoslo

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    多 分 私 は それ を 間違っ て 書い た 、 そして それ は その 時 ではない 、 しかし なぜ あなた は 私 の コメント を 翻訳 し た か ?
     
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  6. Hagámoslo

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    Lo que hice yo en esa etapa de cerebro nublado, perdida de motivación, es cada vez que veía a las chicas pasar y sentia emociones como gusto, ponía mis ojos en borroso y me funcionaba, claro concentrando la vista en un solo (.) punto, pero la desventaja de esto es que,
    Supongo que la chica(o) se sienta que la(o) estas mirando.
     
  7. creatorofmyowndestiny

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    It's been 31 days since I last checked anything related to femdom. I am getting good in social situations, my life is getting better and every other day is more happier than the last. I can't say that I was on nofap these days as I was jerking to normal porn on 2-3 day instances and now, I can get hard to normal porn. I think my 60% problem is cured, rest 40% will be cured when I will have a intersection with a real woman. There is huge difference in my life after leaving femdom.
     
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  8. rubiksnerd45

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    But why? Ever since I was a kid even before porn I always had fantasies of women dominating me in bed. I don’t think for me it was caused by porn.
     
  9. creatorofmyowndestiny

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    for creating a new sexual preference in the brain.
     
  10. creatorofmyowndestiny

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    Guys, I relapsed again. It was 4th day of nopmo and 47th day of away from femdom. I am sad as hell but now, I can get an erection while watching normal videos after relapsing also.
     
  11. TiredOfFailing

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    It happens buddy, dust yourself off and get back to it. If I were u, I wouldn't watch normal videos either
     
  12. creatorofmyowndestiny

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    Trapped into this femdom world for 2 months now. Don't know wtf happened to my brain but I travelled 4 fucking hours for taking a femdom session. It was my first time. I was completely lost at that time. I was not in my complete senses coz this fucking fetish was blocking them. I was not that much aroused while doing things in session and it started feeling boring after a hour. It took me 30 minutes to cum lol and I was thinking my dick will burst without stimulation during a session. While looking at pixels and thinking about session it bursts my brain out.
    Beneficiary part of the session :- now I know If I want to leave this I fuckin can. 5 minutes of porn pleasure is not worth compared to all that wasted time, wasted money, low self confidence. It ain't worth it. Second time, I tried to fuck that mistress by giving 2000 more and she was ready but my dick didn't supported me. Fuck. It goes limp everytime I tried to do the trick. Well, I know it was coz of porn. Porn is wrapping my brain. I am trying to get on nofap but getting relapsed at the thoughts of real session everyday. 2 days after going nofap, I watched nude pictures to jerk off on 3rd day. After that I entered into a flatline and my brain is not working like before in social situations, my back is hurting. Anyone who can suggest me what should I do. When this femdom flatline ends? Any other way to get through it? Help me guys. :)
     
  13. EnglishTosser

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    You need to stop everything. Now. You are still young and will the tendency to heal quicker. This longer you are gripped by this the more difficult it is to escape. I once completely cured myself from PIED in around 70 days when I was age 21 but unfortunately fell back into addiction. I think it will likely take me 3 or 4 times as long now as years have gone by. Completely abstain now, you won't regret it!
     
  14. creatorofmyowndestiny

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    I relapsed today after 4 days agaaaiiiinnn. Sometimes, I wanna smash my head in a wall guys seriously. That Puta mistress is calling me and telling me to pay her money. I agreed to send some money for feet pics. WTF. It's like a chaos inside me. Fuckin hell..
     
  15. creatorofmyowndestiny

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    Thanks for the advice bro
    Trying to leave it from 2 years. Once I got to a streak of 50 days but I was seeing normal P in these days. After that addiction drags me one more time in the rabbit hole. Now, on a cycle of complete relapses. Trying to cut out of this world again. Starting nofap from now again.
    How was your erection level after pied during sex?
     
  16. Oneself

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    Hi, I'm new here. Just started my rebooting recently.
    While reading your thread, I remembered something which I discovered recently about pornography and femdom pornography per se. A famous psychiatrist and psychoanalyst Carl Jung developed a concept of anima. It's a part of our unconscious psyche. In men it takes a feminine form or woman within (in women it's a man within accordingly). As a rule, in a man anima shaped by his mother (or other mother figure). If a mother had a negative influence then a man either becomes effeminate or is preyed upon by women thus unable to cope with hardships of life. Very typically it manifests itself in a form of erotic fantasies which often lead to pornographic addiction nowadays. Also these fantasies can be projected to real women. As you might noticed some women know how to parasitised on these traumas while others might become victims of such man's infantile projections.
    I know it all might seem confused but these are really complex psychological problems. Look for psychoanalytic literature, Carl Jung in particular and ideas of Shadow, Anima, Self. Also consider visiting psychoanalyst. Many our adulthood issues are coming from childhood and relationships with parents. In case of femdom addiction it is certainly relations with a mother.
    We must face our unconscious fears, grow out of infantilism and develop our manhood.
    I believe we can do it!
     

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