hi, masturbation has involved my whole life. I also masturbated as a child rubbing myself with a pillow. now the situation is getting worse. I'm addicted to sissy porn and submission in general, I use masturbation and junk food to punish myself (fortunately I do a lot of sport and I can keep myself in a good shape); I have a girl who does not know anything about it and in bed lends itself to this type of practice but I feel pathetic. I can not stop even for a day to masturbate. I spend many days at the pc for study and because I am passionate about video and photography and this often makes me fall into temptation. I can not talk to anyone and I need support. Sometimes I think I work masturbation to find the euphoria that otherwise I would not be able to find from life, because of my fear of failure, of not feeling adequate. if you feel like that, write me a few words. For many years I've been trying to become the best version of myself and I know I could do it only by overcoming this.