Fight with myself

#Day4
Not distracted whole day I am engaged in usefull work
But one negative feelings also develop in mind that nothing is good in life

 

#Day5
Whole day i am engaged in my study and assignment and feeling very tired now
But also I am happy that I could not relapsed
# guys one problem I have when I see some video content in youtube which have a beautiful and cute faces my mind freeze and stop thinking and slowly slowly my feeling get melt then I feel alone and nobody I have who care me, like that feeling occurs
So how can I pretend this type of feelings


Sorry for any grammatical error

 

# day6 I relapsed after 5 day
Feeling bad