Finally acted out with a Shemale. * Possibly triggering posts ! *

I am just saying that I my case is the porn itself because I am harassed from it more than the real shemale.
I don't know how many good professionals are there in this field.
That is good for you mate if you are out of the swamp, I just tell you that it is really easy to lose all the progress of months just in one afternoon, so be really careful!

 

Rock bottom indeed. Cure yourself or perish. This type of hideous perversion is a natural progression when you are addicted to porn. Don’t think it will stop there. The addiction will only be satisfied when you die of AIDS. You must take control before this happens.

Go on 100% NoFap. Get an accountability partner. Go to sexaholics anonymous... whatever but stop now before it’s too late.

There is no such thing as a She-Male. It’s just a mad dude in a skirt who went so completely nuts that he deformed himself with surgery. Don’t mix energy (or fluids) with these nut jobs. They will drag you to hell with them.


I’m not coming from a place of superiority... I’m an addict just like you. I’ve done my share of nasty things... just so you know. If you are here, it’s because you want your life back.

 

I might sound contradictory as a few weeks ago I was saying it’s not really a dude. I was trying to soften the blow (excuse the pun hahaha) on the guy who’d just relapsed and on myself as the shame is fuel to this shit. It’s the female form with the shock factor and years of escalating for a bigger high that’s attracted me, not my sexual orientation although I’ve questioned it after visiting them. But I really like the way you’re looking at these “nut jobs”. realising it is a deformed guy is reality, Plus very off putting . And they have got to be pretty messed up to go through that shit, yea negative energy. A lot of them seem really bitter that I’ve met. I asked one if a lot of guys seem really disappointed with themselves after sex. She said yea and I dont give a fuck just give me your money and fuck off. It said that there’s no way out unless you either die or chop your dick off and you’ve just got to put up with a life where you’re broke. It’s all human madness and I’m staying out of that hell. Good to hear people loosing the attraction to this horrible twisted addiction.

 

Brohime,
What exactly are you fishing for here? Porn is no longer the issue in your situation, and maybe wasn't the cause to begin with. You've cheated on your wife, twice according to this thread. Gender is kind of irrelevant... you're lying to your wife and living a double life. We all make choices, and those choices dictate your path in life. I am attracted to transsexuals myself, and at one time may have tried it out in real life. Cutting out porn (even for years) has not changed that attraction. The difference is I fell in love with great woman and made the choice to marry her. The single days are over brother!

Which path do you want to take? You can't have both. Come clean with your wife and get professional help, or file for divorce and live the single life. There is the possibility you actually are gay or bisexual, and there is nothing wrong with that. It IS wrong to drag your wife through this, and deep down you have to know that.

 

I've watched shemale porn and it's just a urge you have to abstain from Porn completely this behavior is happening because your brains plasticity has been wired to now think that this is normal behavior. It's not it's completely due to your brains neuroplasticity being rewired you have to abstain from porn and masturbation no matter how hard it is.

 

Here is a list of things you should avoid and check out Gary Wilsons book
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/things-to-avoid-ybop.172704/

 

STOP CHEATING. You’re being selfish leading on your wife and putting her health at risk

 

To anyone seeing this thread:
I recommend not posting anything on here. The guy is either making a stupid joke or is so delusional that nothing besides himself can help him. A lot of people here made very helpful comments, if brohime wants help he can really cherry pick what he needs. If brohime isn't making a joke, he probably just wants a group of people listening to the abomination he did. Peace