Hi all, I'm happy to report that i've finally managed to stay sober for 90 days today after many, many, many attempts! So, how did i do it? I didn't. The 12 steps program did. This addiction has lasted for about a decade as far as i can remember. I realized in these 3 months that i needed something more than just sobriety. I needed to heal, recover. This program is restoring my sanity one day at a time. It's crazy, some members there are 10, 20 hell even 30 years sober!! I managed to form some healthy habits during this time; -> Joined gym, gained some weight proportional to my height, improved strength! -> Gave up gaming completely, realizing it was serving as a substitute addiction -> Attempting to start Japa meditation again! -> Reading everyday; recovery literature, blogs on my field of work,.. -> Trying to be more social with friends, family -> Making music more regularly now... I'm grateful for the constant emotional support i got from this forum. Hope you guys can take something from this and apply in your own lives. And also share some of your experiences as well. Would like to read and learn more from it myself! I'm taking a short hiatus from social media for a couple of weeks after diwali festival. I will, however be back to share my experiences again! Thank you all for reading my post. Stay sober gentlemen!