WS is having all these saws and notices, lately, when we go out anywhere. He can't understand why I'm not in the mood for sex...isnt it self-explanatory? I don't feel like getting naked for you when you can't keep you eyes in your head. It hurts. The notices are like a stab to the chest. I'm obviously not doing it for him. He says I'm beautiful but he's still making me compete with every other girl in the world. So no, I don't want sex. I've got to protect myself some way. I can't be vulnerable like that. It's too scary and it hurts too much.