I'm nearly 24 and for as long as I can remember, I've been fapping and edging to porn since I discovered it on waptrick. I have severe PIED and my depression and anxiety is at an all time low. Tried to kill myself a few times in the past. Didn't even know what happiness was. Nofap is pretty much my last resort at this point. I think it might be a major contributing factor because porn was my escape from a very hard and depressing childhood. That period is done but the misery still persisted. On meds for my depression. The work for a while but then they stop. I think my porn addiction might be the reason they're refractory. For the first time in years, I've stopped masturbating for 30 whole days. One whole month. My mood maybe labile and my motivation at an all time low but for the first time, on my good days, I felt genuine happiness. Music made sense. I wanted to talk to people. I even appreciated the small moments I spent with my parents. I think the reason for all my shortcomings were the long times I spent cuming. This is my first real personal achievement and I wanna thank the community, especially, for making this issue known and providing help and encouragement. Thank you all so much, brothers.