First Day Of NoFap! Wish me luck!

So this is my 3rd time trying NoFap.

Some history:
I am in my early 30s, and have been Fapping since I was 13-14 years old. Basically since before I could even ejaculate! Then once the internet and porn online for free became accessible, I started to abuse it and Fap 2-3 times a day, sometimes even as much as 6! I didn't realize but my erections with women were getting weaker and weaker, until it got to the point I couldn't even bang my hot girlfriend ! I couldn't maintain a hard on, as soon as it touched or went inside her, it went soft. We ended up breaking up.

Eventually I started taking ED pills ( at around age 24) and it cured my problem, so I thought. I was still Fapping 1-3 times every single day to porn, but ED pills were covering up my problem and gave me rock hard erections.

When I was 30 years old I was incarcerated for 20 months. In this time I had no sex and Fapped 2-3 times every day to magazine porn. Once released I quickly went to hook up with women, and found I could not maintain an erection AT ALL, even WITH ED pills! It was horrifying and I didn't know what was wrong. So I hit the internet and researched, came acorss NoFap, and now I realize the error in my ways. All the Fapping had given me DEATH GRIP, meaning my penis was used to a tight grip for arousal and climax, which no womens vagina could match.

The first time I tried NoFap I went about 10 days, and after a short flat line, my erections were somewhat back, but I still needed ED Pills. I relapsed HARD after a few days of the 2nd attempt, and Fapped 5-6 times a day for about a week.

Now here I am, trying to start FRESH. 30 DAYS ! I plan to watch NO porn, not masturbate at all, and only have orgasm with women, with NO touching myself. No Fapping for a facial or anything! I will try to not touch my penis AT ALL unless urinating. No ball rubbing or just quick rubs. No simulation.

Ideally I want to go without orgasm in general, but I have a few women in my life that I may lose if I say I can't have sex with them for 90 days lol. Even though 1 of them I made aware. It's very hard for women to understand NoFap, so I try to just give her sex.

I want to get to a point where I don't need ED pills just to properly have sex with a women, and also where sex is not ALWAYS on my mind. I sexualize women when I see them, I do not have pure and real convos, its always about sex. I lack focus because all I think about is nasty things to do with women. I lack motivation and clarity, my mind seems cloudy all the time. I want to think clear and be able to talk to women freely and not be centralized on SEX constantly.

WISH ME LUCK guys please chime in with all kinds of TIPS and INFO. I need it all.

 

Let's do this !