Hi, my name is Rick. I've been addicted to porn since about the age of 12 almost 13. I'm currently 32. I'm also currently engaged and lying to my fiance about the frequency of my habit. I don't want to tell her how much it happens, because she feels like it is akin to cheating, and I don't want that to be a cause for divide in our relationship. That being that being said I want to stop looking at porn all together, and I think stopping masturbating will help that as well. It seems like masturbating just reinforces the want to look at porn. I don't really have any friends that I feel comfortable talking to about this, but I want to take it seriously this time. I am not planning on giving up orgasm, I just want to fully devote it to my partner.