First post! 14 days strong/ Death Grip, PIED

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Deleted Account, Oct 23, 2020.

  1. Hello,

    I am 19 years old I have been watching porn for most of my conscious life. A few months ago I had sex with my girlfriend for the first time. I don't know why - maybe it was just the anxiety of losing my virginity or something else -, but I kept losing my erection. Things got better eventually, but a huge issue is that I feel almost nothing when I am inside her. I've only been able to orgasm a few times and from a BJ. What annoys me the most is knowing that this is nowhere near her fault, as I find her super attractive and she puts so much effort. So, judging from those experiences, I guessed I have both death grip and porn addiction, as I could not appreciate an authentic beautiful woman.

    I'd been aware of NoFap for a while and finally decided to attempt it. I am not quite sure about what I expect out of this journey, but after some unsuccessful attempts, I am now on a 2-week streak. For better or worse, I am away from my girlfriend for the next few months, so I am on Hard Mode of NoFap. Wish me luck on my journey! Suprisingly, I don't even feel the need to watch porn or masturbate.
     
  2. eagle rising

    eagle rising Fapstronaut

    Good luck my friend! Be rid of the addiction. Time and patience. You will be able to feel something much different and very wholesome with your mate when you get out of the rut.
     
  3. Good Luck! you played well.make this streak to 300 days! again Good luck!
     

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