Hello, I am 19 years old I have been watching porn for most of my conscious life. A few months ago I had sex with my girlfriend for the first time. I don't know why - maybe it was just the anxiety of losing my virginity or something else -, but I kept losing my erection. Things got better eventually, but a huge issue is that I feel almost nothing when I am inside her. I've only been able to orgasm a few times and from a BJ. What annoys me the most is knowing that this is nowhere near her fault, as I find her super attractive and she puts so much effort. So, judging from those experiences, I guessed I have both death grip and porn addiction, as I could not appreciate an authentic beautiful woman. I'd been aware of NoFap for a while and finally decided to attempt it. I am not quite sure about what I expect out of this journey, but after some unsuccessful attempts, I am now on a 2-week streak. For better or worse, I am away from my girlfriend for the next few months, so I am on Hard Mode of NoFap. Wish me luck on my journey! Suprisingly, I don't even feel the need to watch porn or masturbate.