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Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by curawl, Apr 26, 2020.

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  1. Apr 26, 2020 #1
    curawl

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    Hi, I am struggling since many years, finally decided to share my story with you.
    It have muscle fetish (female muscle - bodybuilder level) since I was a child and did not have an idea about what sexuality is. It developed further with some elements of femdom... but let's not get into details. In my teen years I got addicted to PMO.

    I decided to fight it quite early on, but was not determined enough/did not have necessary knowledge. PMO addiction (of this particular kind) generally contributed to psychological instability, feeling of inferiority, to being underachieving in life etc.

    Personally I am Catholic Christian and it is an important part of my life and impacts my motivation to change.

    I tried to battle PMO for many years without any real progress. Recently I hope something changed, especially when I started to understand more about psychology of my sexual desires. Somewhere on related subreddits I found a link to site about understanding fetishes and it seems that I needed it. I would share it but it won't allow me in first post :).

    I am single, my reboot goal is no PMO, currently on day 7. Now I don't sleep well, wake up in the middle in the night with feeling of fear, beside that I often feel fear/anxiety, feel tired. I link this with withdrawal and recent bringing out subconscius to conscius.
    Wish me success :). I hope you are doing well.
     
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  2. Apr 26, 2020 #2
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    Welcome to the community, best of luck on your journey, any questions or concerns please dont hesitate to ask
     
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  3. Apr 26, 2020 #3
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    Hey, welcome back to the NoFap community
    : )
    It's nice to see you here fighting the good fight alongside us!
    First let me go ahead and drop some helpful links for you:

    Getting Started Guide / Forum Rules / How to Use the NoFap forums/ Glossary/ NoFap Panic button /
    Set up your day counter /
    Rebooting Resources/
    Accountability groups (new!) /
    About NoFap/ Support Nofap
    Here is just some advice:

    First and foremost please take a careful look at each section in the forum, there may be something(s) you will find to be of big help to you.
    Secondly I advise you to be active on your profile(as there a few active people in the profile section). Please start by choosing an avatar and then begin posting frequent status posts to show you're active and needing support/encouragement.
    The forum has got a neat little feature that shows freshly posted statuses for all users to see.
    People will find your profile and give you support.

    There’s a portion of people who love communicating in the profile section..(it should be and is )mostly spportive talk but it doesn't hurt to deviate from supportive conversations. It would be great to have you join in and become part of the team!
    We support others in the threads, profile posts, and journals/reboot logs.
    Once you receive some support, please be sure and be grateful to the member for the help/support you received and consider giving some in return to anyone you wish.

    Thirdly, you should highly consider creating a public journal/reboot log (in the appropriate section for you) to write about your days in depth for us members to follow along on your journey and offer support to you on.

    Please start your journal in the correct section and with that, also try your best to post in the correct sections as it is mandatory and would be helpful to the mods who organize the forum. : )

    Last but not least: Good luck on your journey here, make sure to really give it a try with all your heart!
     
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