First Post, as well as looking for support.

Hello everyone!
I've been addicted to PMO since I was only 8 years old. It has been engraved in me for years and now that I'm a full grown man I feel that I am unable to even think properly.
I have a full time job and am going to be a new Dad, but with that this addiction has still taking me down to my deepest level of depression pain and suffering. I've tried to stop for months now and each day it becomes worse and worse. Almost the reverse of what I want. I need advice and a support group of some sort because at this point in time I am completely unable to do this on my own. I will admit I am deeply horrified with myself, and who I have become. I use to read in these forums from time to time, but now I am making the leak to reach out, maybe even find a compatibility partner or something.

 

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I see some people have a journal located on the profile. How do I do that?