First Post

Hello

This is basically my first post ever on this website even though I joined last year. The first time I ever attempted rebooting I would say I got about 12 days and I basically haven't tried since. I started dating a girl in November 2020 and we didn't have sex until January 2021. I was a virgin before, though I had had oral sex before. I was using porn over this time, but two days ago I decided to stop. We would have sex, and ti was really enjoyable, but I would go home and still use porn without even really thinking about it. It was like I really enjoyed sex with her but I needed just a little bit more to satisfy my sexual appetite.

I personally am into some BDSM type porn which does scare me sometimes. I recently told her about some of the stuff I like, I already know that she is into being dominated and I have done that for her. I think that if we open up this sexual part of ourselves it really could be ideal and satisfying for me, granted I do not use porn any longer. This is basically the first girl I have ever really dated.

 

Actually my bad I am wrong I did do one full length post last year in June which I forgot about. Apparently I made it month without porn(but was masturbrating to orgasm during that time.) Any and all replies are welcome. Just trying integrate.

 

Thanks. Yea, I mean most of the BDSM I am into doesn't necessarily scare me, its just that I can tell I am getting off the rails sometimes when I over use porn in short period of time

 

Yea, thank you. I have told her that I stopped using porn and jerking off, but I didn't necessarily explain why or anything about porn addiction. I really really want to get to a point where she is all I need.