First relapsed after 42 days , Now at 29 days is it too bad?

[cadia guardsman]

First time i did nofap relapsed after 42 d(with P), Now relapsed after 29( with pictures )? Is it bad ? Did i Lost progress? Will i regain the beneficts Faster than the other Times now?

Im a bit confused because as i Said before my pmo is different from the majority of you guys , i dont spent alot of hours M and watching P , i do like 5 min and then O , and Thats hit , because more time i dont O more i get naughty and more idk , its a strange feeling, feeling im full of something that puts me , a bit angry cuz i dont empty it. Now as i O i feel much more calm , and actually very fine , looks like a stressrealive , is it that bad?

And also because of that sometimes i ask myself do i realy have to do the 90 days challange or could i fap maybe 1 in 2 weeks , idk or 1 a month , because as i Said i only watch P with the prepouse of O the fastest way .

 

[gonna do it 55]

man why u came here..? to stop it or nah....i can say u are weak ..that u cant stop it completely...we are all weak..but everything has an end kiddo....eventually it will get better..but do as u heart tells u..not ur brain

 

[cadia guardsman]

man why u came here..? to stop it or nah....i can say u are weak ..that u cant stop it completely...we are all weak..but everything has an end kiddo....eventually it will get better..but do as u heart tells u..not ur brain

Lol im a lot of things but weak isnt One of them , if i was weak i wasnt even doing this

I Will use my brain, because brain is rational , heart is impulsive, and if was with my hart i would be fapping 1 time everyday( Thats what i did before starting this challange)