First signs of life

Been doing NoFap for the past 2 years last around 3 days max

For the first one in 3 years I stopped fapping to porn for 5 days .

And relapsed . I think o was getting extremely fed up with the flatline.

Anyway immediately I can feel stronger hard ons for the first time in a long time but it made me realise how far away off I actually from just getting a proper hard on the rewire is true but yeah it's slow it's uncomfortable it's a Barron wasteland but it's working .

What I noticed was improved hard on quality but far off where I was . I also notice porn actually takes effort to fap to because if it's cams it's all about money .

I tried watching the fucked up stuff I have watched and just kept losing any arousal.

Man this is so fucked

Seems like NoFap really is the only

Any wonder I was shaving length and girth off as well as hard quality. I was fapping to the fucked up stuff while not even staying hard if that's not death grip I so t know

My brain really is beat to shit