First Step Towards Self Improvement

Discussion in 'Self Improvement' started by PatientOx, Jun 14, 2021.

  1. PatientOx

    PatientOx Fapstronaut

    I’m 20 years old, and in great need of change. Since I was 10/11 years old I’ve been masturbating to some form of pornography or another. As early as the age 13 I got into some really twisted subsections of pornography. This landed me with a fetish that chips away at my self esteem, and is extremely poisonous to the serious romantic relationships I’ve had. I’ve tried nofap before but never really made it past 3 or 4 days. I want to free myself of this. I want to be proud of myself even when no ones looking. I have no reason not to be confident in everything I do if it weren’t for this disgusting compulsive monkey on my back with a grotesque sexual appetite. It seems I always have some excuse or another to jerk it once again and fall back into a destructive pattern. Does anyone have any tips, or can offer accountability in my journey. I wish y’all the best. I am fortunate this community exists because I never can quite feel comfortable talking about this issue with others.
  2. cresyhorse

    cresyhorse Fapstronaut

    thing is, you gotta be persistant with nofap. for ~1 year of trying you'll have numerous fails and it won't be easy.

    after that 1 or 1.5 years nofap will become easier.

    you gotta change your lifestyle. if it's gaming, smoking, drinking and just sitting on your pc well damn. i don't think it's possible to quit PMO while having all those bad habits.

    if you're spiritual I can gove advice on that too.
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