I have been an avid user of porn for over 30 years. Somehow I was married for 14 years and my ex wife never knew. I have come to a point in my life where I want to be free of this addiction. Ive had times where I realize it's 3am or 4 am and ive been viewing porn for 5 or 6 hours. Ive spent beautiful sunny days sitting in a dark bedroom watching porn. I've masturbated for hours never allowing myself to climax so I could enjoy more porn or hunt for just one more picture set. Ive masturbated for so long sometimes that I am raw and get scabbed over. I hate this part of me. I want to break free. I want to spend that time doing other things. I have deleted all my porn collection but am not sure about one collection. I have many sets of pictures of my ex wife and I together sexually. I feel like its a part of my history and photos of a woman I once loved. Do I delete those too? I was sure to wipe free space after deletion. I don't want to undelete the porn if I feel the urge. Had a laptop that was exclusive to porn and I have reinstalled the OS wiping the drive. I need a fresh start.