FIRST TIME WHEN I MASTERBURATE

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Amitdawar, Aug 18, 2019.

  1. Amitdawar

    Amitdawar Fapstronaut

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    Thats interesting



    So , i wanna talk firstly about
    That first day when i masterburate
    Ohkkk..thats a night..
    When i was sleeping ...
    And sexy...thoughts..keep floating in my mind...
    .....then i was becoming toooo horny that time...
    ...then you can also ..relate that..
    ..that time i really want to experience to fuck a girl...and a fact also there
    Fact : that i am a 12-13 yr old boy who never know what is mastebation ...or fap..

    That time i just know porn...
    So .. i just wanna to experience to fuck a girl...
    Than i just hold my penis .. and making my hand like girls organ...than i just imagined that fisr girls pussy..and started..fucking

    That time i really enjoyed..because that was first time ..i am fucking....
    ..

    Then for some minutes...i enjoyed..
    Than someting happend..my penis...sometimes sexist..then i ren to toilet and still im shaking my penis...and then...sperm .....comes out....
    Then i become too afraid..i dont whats that...
    Then i slepped...
    Next day i go to and googled about that...and now i know thats natural...that...whenever i felled horny..i do fap...every2-3 day i fap....
    Then a month...
    And when sometimes a day 2 times...and
    A day i noticed now i have sperm of water ..type..
    Then i again googled....and then i skip about 1 month without masterbate...
    Then i after 1.5 month again i fap...and then 3times a week...then..also 2 times a week.etc.etc...for a year i do like that...by skipping 2-3 month....i can calculate how much i haved mastebate 100 times...
    Now last night i thought that was my last time...and last night ..and readed about NOFAP then i sign up here..i readed about success stories...and now i wrote this..and now started .counting my days also.....best of luckkk guyzzz.....
     
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  2. Doing masturbation is one of sh*t habit.Just like wasting of time and energy..Btw all the best.U can best this sh*t.
     
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  3. Amitdawar

    Amitdawar Fapstronaut

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    I started struggling to avoid this all..
     

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