FIRST TIME WHEN I MASTERBURATE

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So , i wanna talk firstly about
That first day when i masterburate
Ohkkk..thats a night..
When i was sleeping ...
And sexy...thoughts..keep floating in my mind...
.....then i was becoming toooo horny that time...
...then you can also ..relate that..

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..that time i really want to experience to fuck a girl...and a fact also there
Fact : that i am a 12-13 yr old boy who never know what is mastebation ...or fap..

That time i just know porn...
So .. i just wanna to experience to fuck a girl...
Than i just hold my penis .. and making my hand like girls organ...than i just imagined that fisr girls pussy..and started..fucking

That time i really enjoyed..because that was first time ..i am fucking....
..

Then for some minutes...i enjoyed..
Than someting happend..my penis...sometimes sexist..then i ren to toilet and still im shaking my penis...and then...sperm .....comes out....

Then i become too afraid..i dont whats that...
Then i slepped...
Next day i go to and googled about that...and now i know thats natural...that...whenever i felled horny..i do fap...every2-3 day i fap....
Then a month...
And when sometimes a day 2 times...and
A day i noticed now i have sperm of water ..type..
Then i again googled....and then i skip about 1 month without masterbate...
Then i after 1.5 month again i fap...and then 3times a week...then..also 2 times a week.etc.etc...for a year i do like that...by skipping 2-3 month....i can calculate how much i haved mastebate 100 times...
Now last night i thought that was my last time...and last night ..and readed about NOFAP then i sign up here..i readed about success stories...and now i wrote this..and now started .counting my days also.....best of luckkk guyzzz.....

 

I started struggling to avoid this all..