Flatline dead dick: visually describe your penis when limp/flaccid and also when hard

Discussion in 'Porn-Induced Sexual Dysfunctions' started by Bulk-er, Oct 26, 2019.

  1. Bulk-er

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    Before the advent of these online communities I didn't know what happened to my penis and I got into the dead dick penis straight after a fap with my penis semi erect; it was 2 weeks that I was feeling my erections not rock hard as always....till that moment that after fapping and ejaculating I felt my dick completely dead, not connected to the body as many of us always comment into these forums: I got in panik and I started to force new erection all day long, all days after that moment.
    So in my case, I got into the dead dick or flatline not cause abstaining from PMO, but straight after a PMO.
    After that day I started to PMO and edging even more than before of having ED ((from twice a day edging for hours, to at least 4 per day edging) cause I was constantly checking if I was able to get an erection and I did/do that watching only porn since that moment cause by fantasises was no longer possible, cause I was shocked, scared to die, but as I was at home I was also able to relax and make attempts:
    so when I fap watching porn I manage to get hard, but most of the times I need death grip, it means that I wouldn't be able to have real sex with a girl in a normal scenario.

    Coming to the title of my thread.....now I PMO and edging cause when my penis is hard is the unique moment I do not feel disconfort in my body, cause when I'm not masturbating, my dick is like a dried sponge in comparison with my dick in limp condition before of having erection problems.
    The disconfort start from the perineum and I want to know if is like that also for all of you:
    the erection feeling should start from the perineum , between the anus and the testicle: that part get inflated and gives strenght to all the penis to stay erect and to penetrate a vagina: while now having these problems and feeling all dried over there...I force an erection with visual stimulation, death drip, but the grip is at the base of the penis, while the penis nerve and the bulge start below the ball, so even once erect my penis is not fuller as before: my erect penis has its belly flat instead of curve and my gland does not inflate as before.
    Another details is that I feel my penis heavy at the center of the shaft while at the base of penis I feel it like is thigther, it's like narrowed, chocked, while it should be larger there to give strenght to all the penis.

    I feel these things both when limp and when hard if hard stimiluating it, so I want to ask to everybody:
    When you are in flatline or also simply aware you have PIED...do you already know that your penis wont work fully to have real sex with a woman or it's something that you can't know untill you are with a woman trying to have sex?

    In my case, when my flaccid/limp penis is feeling dead, shrivelled and so on...I know with no doubts it will be impossible to have a strong erection with a woman cause I already see that if I try to masturbate on porn in the comfort of my house alone at pc...I have to work on my dick with my hands and to watch strong porn to make it hard.

    So, please ask these questions:
    1) how do you feel or how do you see your flaccid/limp penis when you say you have dead dick: describe it making examples.

    2) when havind dead dick what expections you have on getting hard without touching it and without porn but simply thinking about sex or with a real woman when she touch you to have sex.

    Thanks all
     
    Last edited: Oct 26, 2019
  2. Anonymous86

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    Do you get the mental dopamine desensitization problems as well??
     
  3. Bulk-er

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    Oh yeah definitely, but I didn't know it till I found out these online communities.
    I always masturbated at least once a day even in the most problematic busy, problematic days even if my habit was on average of 3 times a day wtih long sessions. It was like eating: I can skip dinner but I'd be very hungry then and my stomach will hurt: same thing for masturbating: I could go to sleep without masturbating and do it tomorrow, but why if masturbating make me relax after a tiring day and make me feel well for a good sleep, so I never skipped a day.
    Well, once happened: I was hospitalized for 4 days: first 2 days I didn't masturbate, also cause I was worried for other things: at the third day I masturbated at the toilet with porn fantasies.
    Now I'm quitting with porn and I'm very low mood, depressed, flatline since the minute after I ejaculated for the last time: I'm used to dead dick just after PMO and my cure for dead dick was another session of PMO to see my penis with a decent shape again: This was my routine before of discovering that PMO was the problem, so now I accept my flat line, I do not have any urge to relapse, I'm strong on that; I'm depressed, but I m aware it's part of the journey so, it's fine for me
     
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