Flatline since day 1

Im on day 56 today and ive been in flatline since day 1 for the most part.

 

Complete flatline again.
On day 13 and my dick feels like the skin on my elbow. Flatlined after too many orgasms with my FWB and haven't seen an erection since.
Most embarrassing moment of my life as I couldn't get hard for her.
I don't think I'll ever get hard again.....

 

When did you start to feel libido slowly coming back?
I'm 14 days in again and I've never felt more dead.

 

You must be patient, that's will resolve. In meantime, you focus on what have to do.

 

I think I'm getting out of it. A bit more energy and urges. Started to get better after the WD. I kinda liked flatline because I really don't want to go back into P and if libido is coming back, this will be harder.

 

What day are you on?

 

35

 

Honestly this flatline is killing me more than before. It just doesn't feel normal.
My dick is so dead and light.
Going from recovery to ED again seriously sucks!

 

Honestly please keep that attitude!
I did a whole year, it was amazing.
Last year had sex with multiple women and it was great.
Start of this year and ED is back worse than ever. My relpase wasn't even that bad! Yet here I am...

 

that's insane
did you relapse to porn?

 

Yes, relapsed to porn

 

And just watching a few videos, I did edge so that's probably what's fucked me up. But I've done that before and bounced back after a few days.

 

you shouldn't do that period
you must quit porn forever bro

 

I know this.
Loneliness and rejection got to me hard.
But I had a 2 month streak going again, broke it, and all the sudden full blown ED is back. I don't guy why it's come back so bad.
I've had huge streaks of a year, three months and two months and the past two years. Its crazy that a couple of relapses has destroyed every last bit of progress.

 

You're even allowed to "relapse" without porn
MO is allowed
but PMO shouldn't even cross your mind