Flatlining and morningwood

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Ashish333, Feb 6, 2018.

  1. Ashish333

    Ashish333 Fapstronaut

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    Dude,am getting scared by seeing some posts in here..they are talking abt the symptoms of hard flaccid and some of them are matching according to me and they are saying that they don't have morningwood.whereas am getting it regularly without any problem i get boners while texting and sometimes my flaccid feels hard like after having a bath.i guess since am having morningwood i don't have any problems physically and am able to get boners too(texting).but why am i getting scared is bcoz does flatline feels like there is something wrong with ur penis or only is it for me it feels like that?i get morningwood everyday and there is no any problem with morningwood after peeing too my penis gets erected after the mmorningwood..am confused is this really flatline.like this feeling like something is wrong with you?
     
  2. Yeah that's the flatline for you. Dead dick. You get some erections, but mostly dead. Also where are you finding these posts hard flaccid symptoms?
     
  3. Wannachange75

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    I am on day 50 no pmo and morning wood couple days only. Urge is strong when i fantasize about real SO i get hard. Am i on flatline how long will it go on
     
  4. Ashish333

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    I read some of the posts here in nofap and went on searching(scaring abt myself lol)on google.but am having morningwood whereas they say that they don't have is what differentiating me from them.and if one has hard flaccid he cant maintain an erection while standing whereas when i text girls i get erected and walk with erection it goes after sometimeor else i should pee to make it calm.i should get adjusted with this nofap dick...lol
     
  5. Ashish333

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    Dude, i got a weak erection yesterday.i am sure i sent myself back deep into flatline by masturbating to morningwood that day.and since i had weak erection i tried to make it hard with porn it was like just 3 sec. I started to watch a very soft porn like the girl removingthe dress my heart beat increased(tobehonest i didn't had the temptation to watch porn but to test i watched)nothing happened and even i started to loose that weak erection and suddenly i stopped watching it and started to fantasize it made me to hild the erection to some more time.shit won't i be able to watch porn like before and feel getting erected?is this my libido doesn't want pirn anymore?like my brain doesn't want porn whereas it finds texting as the key to my arousal.and even if i touch a girl boobs by accident i don't even feel anything.but,before just by a girl's boobs touching my shoulder i used to get rock hard.anyhow i went into deep flatline again.dick got shriveled and numb after masturbation.hard flaccid is scaring too i get erected and i can maintain it while standing too whereas the one with hard flaccid can't maintain it.so i guess most probably am not affected by it but my nerves on my flaccid are visible.and my one month and half streak has been wasted i am where i have started this journey now ahhhhh..the girl whom i text too sends stickers related too sex which looks like softporn.dude,i used to be super high in sexdrive and erections too and now its really super hard to get an erection and maintain it.i want to end my life if i can't be normal.my life sucks right now....
     
  6. You are waaaayyy to obsessed over your erections man. Relax and stop testing it to porn. You are making it worse. I never asked but have you had sex yet?
     
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  7. Ashish333

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    Nope,i just used to masturbate.and developed weak erections.okay,dude i will stop all these tests since i know i have erections and morningwood and literally in the beggining i lost all these and they returned slowly back after stopping PMO.i will leave my dick aside for 3 months except to pee i won't touch it.hope this brings the old me back..am comitted to this let this be a fresh start for me.i didn't loose morningwood but its semi right now.TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF MY NOFAP JOURNEY.
     
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  8. I like that. Keep it that way
     
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  9. Ashish333

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    :)flatline started no morningwood at all from last two days.slight increase in confidence since i masturbated that day.so no depression and yeah slight decrease in physical energy
     
  10. Energy will come back, keep staying PM free.
     
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    Dude morningwood started from last 3days and sometimes while fantasizing i get boners(everytime boners only not just normal erections haha).i felt this in the first streak only.everything is going in the same process while i started first flatline.in the beggining i got shriveled and numb and thought it as hard flaccid.hard flaccid gone and the size increased after few days ad later morningwood returned(last time i destroyed everything at this stage only)in addition to that now am able to fantasize and get it up(but everytime i fantasize i doesn't even able to believe that its gonna get erected but finally it gets up i can't give 100% guarantee that it gets up).yeah finally am with patience and am not touching my dick anymore other than to pee.erection quality is superb dick size increased but the only one thing,my brain gave up on porn no any erections towards them(i didn't test it again and am not gonna do that too).don't know i can get it up with a real girl too.but yeah having faith that time fixes everything...:)
     
  12. Ashish333

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    Dude, i felt like i was coming out of flatline and i got suddenly kicked into the starting of flatline..i lost morningwood from last 3 days .is it normal that to go into deeper flatline while u are already flatlining its like from last two months i was in flatine..i just left my dick like that without worrying and yesterday onwards it got shriveled again like in the beggining of flatline.or am i entering into cycles of flatline.this is showing me how much i damaged myself with porn without my knowledge..i'll take more time to recover that's for sure....
     

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