18 days no PMO and 39 days P free. But today was weird. A female work collegaue, who I have never really took notice of, we started flirting over email across the office floor. Just banter really. But tried my hardest to look away from her. I found her beautiful to look at. It was fun and nice, and didn't think of her in a disgusting way. My question is is this normal? Or is flirting a backwards step during my recovery?