Flushing it out

So I have been dealing with my PMO problem since 2006 and believe me it was a problem. I won't get into the bulk of my sexual history as it would be quite lengthy and not of any help.

Something I learned a while back was the Eisenhower Affect, I believe that is what it was called anyway (no relation to Dwight D. Eisenhower). Essentially this is porn/sex addiction-related. It's when material, experiences or feelings become less interesting or you want more.

I won't go into what porn I liked to view or what I did with girls but I will say I did notice this particular thing. There were things I was disgusted just thinking about, years later I found myself masturbating to them. There were things I would never do in the bedroom, over time I found myself longing for it.

Porn in and of itself is taboo in every culture, that's part of why it's satisfying. It's when you actively search for more and more you would personally consider taboo that it's a problem. It will become harder to have a natural sexual relation with a woman.

Due to the frequency of my PMO, and a side affect of some medication, I found myself lasting a long time during sex. Women love it thinking I have incredible stamina, but the truth is I was less satisfied or my balls were simply depleted and taking longer to build up an ejaculation.

I guess this can serve as a warning to those who aren't too far gone or to let you know you're not alone if this is your struggle.