Hello to everyone, im new here I started two weeks ago a fight to get rid of porn and masturbation from my life, from my relationship. Unfortunly i have an issue with my foot fetish... It all started pre-porn, i was a kid like 8yo and i just liked womans feet just looking on them. Later on it evolves with me and i started to give some massage etc. I feel now its kinda normal for me but then pornography came and change it in a way i cant hold anymore. I liked feet but i never asked myself before porn why i like do much. I mean after i think 10years of watching and masturbating to porn videos with "lesbians foot fetish" three co es some preferences like before i just like feet and now i like some specific... Small feet or short toes dont turn me on like a bigger ones with long toes or something like that... To be clear small feet turns me on but not like others... Im in relationship for almost 2 years and my girlfriend becomes fiance and we are planning to get married in october 2020. But there is the problem she has small feet and in my head my brain is just like i dont know i feel crazy sometimes or feel like my desire is not fullfilled... I think its weird because i really like my fiance and also want to make a familly with her, but this crap is getting in my way. All the time im thinking about this and i think i need some help od advertise.. Please tell me if nofap, quiting porn can change this fetish specification or make my fiance feet more attractive to me? I know no one can know this, but i need to talk i cant just sitting here and feel fear... Im also a Catholic faithfull and praying with my fiance to stay in cleanliness with her and with myself. Thanks for your help everyone!