foot fetish PIED, did i just relapse?

Allow me to copy and paste some information about me from other threads:

1) 30 years old, huge foot fetish since i was born. I absolutely love vaginas, butts, etc, but i think i like feet a bit more. thats why , when i masturbate, 99% of times i think about foot content.

2) ive always been an avid porn/ computer games basement dweller, in spite of having a good looking and fit body. (since i was a child i love sports, love boxing, pilates and swimming). My main issue is having ZERO social life.

3) needless to say, 99% of my sexual encounters have been a disaster thanks to DECADES of masturbation and porn. Thank you erectile dysfunction!

4) I tried a nofap hard mode streak 3 years ago, but gave up after 5 days and thought that all this stuff is bullshit.

5) after turning 30 years, i reflected on my own life, and started reading these forums A LOT.

6) Im on a 27 days streak currently, and thanks to my motivations, my newfound sense of urgency about how many years of life i completely WASTED, its being dead easy to maintain this streak. my guess is that im NOT addicted to porn, but to masturbation (to some degree, i guess).

7) i only felt the "superpowers" on day 4, it was AMAZING. im having a lot of flatline and nasty blue balls. Still NO morning woods.

8) im scared to death of using condoms because of my ED caused by foot fetish.
Everytime i try to put them, i end up being embarassed in front of the girl. Thus i NEVER carry one with me.

WARNING: I DONT KNOW IF I MIGHT TRIGGER SOMEONE WITH IM ABOUT TO WRITE.
Any Moderators are more than welcome to censor some of the words im using.


Fro yesterday to this morning, a beautiful girl whom i care about slept with me in my room. I couldnt help to kiss her a lot, lick all parts of her body,i had an erection frequently but not a 100% one.

At a certain point, i was eating her ass and pussy from behind , while she was rubbing her feet in my dick (what arouses me about feet is LICKING and sucking, NOTHING related to footjob) , i was about to cum because of how her pussy tasted but i couldnt fight against it, i tried pressing the tip of my penis, i tried breathing more slowly, i resisted it with all my being, but i nonetheless ended up making 27 days of mess in my shorts disgusting.
She didnt care about it, i think she was even flattered lol.
The thing is, i was 100% sure i wouldnt have had an excellent performance if she decided that i should fuck her, and thing would get even worse if i tried to use a condom.

My question is: Should i reset my counter? i had a huge desire to fap thinking about her when she left but i resisted it. It feels that right after you cum it is VERY hard to resist fapping more (i still dont care about porn).

I do hope i didnt waste 27 days down the drain. My 90 days no-PM journey is my only hope left to cure my ED and PE caused by years of foot fetish porn.
PS: i want the super power again so badly