I'm somewhat terrified by my contract regarding the rest of the year. I'm not feeling the most confident now, but there are no other good choices but to survive.
Ahh I see, it’s that feeling when you aren’t sure of what you’re doing? Remind yourself of all that misery you’ve been through. Those(if any) un-achieved goals. That depression. That unstable equilibrium of low energy. In such a scenario, I would suggest trying to work harder with your goals and as you inch closer to them, you’ll find joy and much confidence.
There's literally endless footage of random people banging each other out there. WHY ON EARTH WOULD WE WASTE ONE MINUTE OF OUR LIVES BY WATCHING THAT CRAP? What difference would it make anyway? Perhaps you wanna see how it ends? It's all the same shit. You know it already, but if you don't believe what you know, your memory will be harshly refreshed afterwards. It will destroy your self-esteem and self-confidence.
Corrupt thoughts try to make me jerk off to porn. They say: Come on, it can't be that bad. It will feel so good. I say: HELL NO!
