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Free, but I miss my fetish

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Calipornia, Apr 25, 2018.

  1. Calipornia

    Calipornia Fapstronaut

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    So since Dec 2017 I have been on and off about masturbation. Before that I had an 8 month streak! After I relapsed on the 22nd of December, I had to build back up slowly. Take 2 weeks then relapse. Then for the next 2 months it would be a constant battle of 2-3 Week sieges. It is now april and I'm on my 22nd day. However I look at my masturbation per year average and 2018 has been the lowest from 2-4 times a day to 2-4 times every 2-4 weeks. With my pmo waning down exponentially, I have noticed I have started slightly let go of my foot fetish. When I am horny, I think of feet pretty often, however after I wet dream, I feel less bonded. Supposedly wet dreams means your brain is returning back to normal. I'm in a weird flatline stage right now. My body doesn't feel the need to masturbate after the wet dream, and my mind feels more free, however a part of me misses and will miss the foot fetish scene. All those women who's feet I've looked at. They all shared their lives on youtube and on their foot blogs and for some reason I miss it. I hate that I am saying this, because God has given me the grace to break my chains of bondage, but I want to return to the house of bondage, like the israelites. Does anyone feel the same or can relate?
     

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