Fresh Start from May 1st

Hi Everyone,

I have been in this forum for one year. I had many streaks but all ended in relapses. I am going to start another streak: i want this one last at least 31 days which will put me on May 31st. My longest streak was 35 days. But once i acheived that one, i kept relapsing easliy during other attempts. Starting the journey from this remarquable day (May 1 Workers' day) makes me enthousiastic. Yes noFap is a hard work : we need to put all our energies in other activities in order to avoid Porn. Once 31 days acheived, i would probably plan to 90 days. I will keep writing or reading in this forum during my journey.

 

Hi,

Completed 3 days with success. I didn't have a single urge. Look like good. Bit i feel boredom and i am very tired probably due to my last relapse on Monday. I have qome low esteem of myself as if i am not able to control my life. I would like that those bad feelings go away with my PMO addiction.