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Thomas96

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hey everybody,
I'm a 21 yr. old Christian and I've struggled with MO since I was in kindergarten and PMO for the past 10-12 years. I discovered my sexuality early on due to "inappropriate interactions" with the opposite sex far too soon. As time went on, my sexual drive began to increase and things got progressively worse. I still haven't had sex and I'd like to keep it that way until I'm married obviously but my goal in all of this is to gain self-control. I really need it. I've become far too obsessed with wanting to please a woman that I've gotten to a deep point of self hatred and unmotivation. So please support me on this journey back to wholeness and peace as I shall do the same for all of you.
 
Keep it up friend. You are in the right place and the right community. Rebooting is hard, real hard, so you need counter weapons. I'm sure that abstaining will prove to be beneficial, but it will demand great mental war on your part. From the heart comes treachery or victory. Train yourself for devotion to chastity. Guard your heart. Get started here - https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/new-users-list-of-rebooting-resources.50878/
Best wishes! Better days are coming
 
One day into challenge. Some urge to masturbate ( really 5 days but only signed up yesterday) but still have soreness in the area. No desire to look at porn. ( 8 days there) less flaccid overall. Good sex drive but want to fully heal. Again to me this is a healing process
 
Thomas96 said:
hey everybody,
I'm a 21 yr. old Christian and I've struggled with MO since I was in kindergarten and PMO for the past 10-12 years. I discovered my sexuality early on due to "inappropriate interactions" with the opposite sex far too soon. As time went on, my sexual drive began to increase and things got progressively worse. I still haven't had sex and I'd like to keep it that way until I'm married obviously but my goal in all of this is to gain self-control. I really need it. I've become far too obsessed with wanting to please a woman that I've gotten to a deep point of self hatred and unmotivation. So please support me on this journey back to wholeness and peace as I shall do the same for all of you.
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The more pressure you put on yourself the worst it becomes. Focus on controlling your emotions first.
 
Thanks guys, it helps knowing you've all got my back. The advice really helps too. I just have to focus, strategize, hold on to hope and keep having faith. If I don't give it my all, I will end up in this same place
 
"For the righteous one may fall seven times, and he will get up again". Don't give up and don't give in to urges. You are more than that. Try do some helpful reading on this issue that will protect you. We are here to support as well @Thomas96
 
Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you.

The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
 
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