hey everybody,
I'm a 21 yr. old Christian and I've struggled with MO since I was in kindergarten and PMO for the past 10-12 years. I discovered my sexuality early on due to "inappropriate interactions" with the opposite sex far too soon. As time went on, my sexual drive began to increase and things got progressively worse. I still haven't had sex and I'd like to keep it that way until I'm married obviously but my goal in all of this is to gain self-control. I really need it. I've become far too obsessed with wanting to please a woman that I've gotten to a deep point of self hatred and unmotivation. So please support me on this journey back to wholeness and peace as I shall do the same for all of you.
I'm a 21 yr. old Christian and I've struggled with MO since I was in kindergarten and PMO for the past 10-12 years. I discovered my sexuality early on due to "inappropriate interactions" with the opposite sex far too soon. As time went on, my sexual drive began to increase and things got progressively worse. I still haven't had sex and I'd like to keep it that way until I'm married obviously but my goal in all of this is to gain self-control. I really need it. I've become far too obsessed with wanting to please a woman that I've gotten to a deep point of self hatred and unmotivation. So please support me on this journey back to wholeness and peace as I shall do the same for all of you.