From religious, straight innocent guy to Pervert...

Hello Everyone. First, sorry for my terrible English, but i think you will understand it.
I was religious and very good guy 3 years ago. Even i was virgin and i was saving my first time for my future love (wife)... i watched porn and masturbated, but only straight porn, and everything was okay, healthy. I mean, just opening porn site, searching for pretty porn stars for fast fap. Mostly i watched lesbians, because no men in there. ( when i see penis i try to not look, and turn the page down fast, i hated it). One day, again i was in heat and i decided to throw this from my body. I opened porn site, and searched. Suddenly i saw a woman with Santa hat and with penis. Clicked on it just for curiosity... I see a human with boobs and with penis + pretty face. she was masturbating, and i don't know why but i liked it, maybe because she was not a man. ( yes biologically man, but transformed and completely looks like woman ) This is when our brain gets tricked. After i masturbated to this transgender video, past two weeks and this video come to my brain again, this time i searched transgenders, i scrolled page to search for most feminine ones, this is how my transgender addiction started. There was times when i stop it for couple weeks, scolding myself, but starting again. I lost my virginity to prostitute, no romance, no love ((( just sex... i had sex with transgenders too. And guess what, after some time this transgenders less interesting for me, i needed new things to get hyped. After transgender addiction i got femboy addiction ( cute boys with long hairs without breasts), i started to like man penis. Then i dig more in this dark porn web site, and i got new addiction - incest. I started to like ideas of stealing panties of family members or other females. I did steal pantie just one time. After this: bestiality - I liked horses especially. And last pervert thing is where i stopped myself, this is cuckoldry. i was getting erectile disfunction and searching for something new, and ended up watching to someones wife getting ****'ed in front of husband. This was very naughty and turned me on, but bro this is where i stopped myself, because i scared what will happen if in the future i will get addicted to this and do same to my wife? this is not okay. after couple cuckold videos i stopped it. i think this is the limit, and thanks to GOD i find this site, i started this year, failed 50 times maybe, updated my masturbating date in this site everytime when i failed. But finally its almost 90 days - No porn no masturbating. Guys you know what? i hate all this addictions now, im no more pervert, finally i can feel love against women, finally butterflies can fly in my stomach when i fall in love with women, im feeling this amazing thing again. Im not more thinking with my penis, no more thinking about sex - when i see living thing. When i see woman, no more i think about: oh i would **** this girl in this positions. All of this pervy addictions fall from my mind day by day. First i get cured from cuckoldry, incest, bestiality then homosexuality and others. Again sorry for my terrible English, i wanted to share everything in my chest. Currently my mind very healthy, going to gym, working feeling amazing and natural - 100% like real man, now i think i deserve to marry a good girl and finally be a good father. Don't even watch to normal porn... One day you will get bored and search for new things, and end up like me. Thanks.

 

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