From total 100% Pied to successful O during Bj!! 53 days

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  1. Dontjacketoff

    Dontjacketoff New Fapstronaut

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    I'll start by giving a little info about me and my situation and hopefully it can encourage and give hope to others. I am 31 and have had pied for probably 10 years. I had great sex for years but porn took over and it eventually left my dick broken. It ruined the best relationship I've ever had with the girl of my dreams... I just couldn't get hard for her and honestly didn't care because I could always run to porn. Well she eventually left me and I continued to abuse porn. I was PMOing sometimes 3-4 or more times a day but at least 2 times a day for years and years. Brain fog, apathy no drive and all the classic symptoms were there. Finally I had another limp dick expierence with a gorgeous girl and I decided that was enough. I decided that PMO is no longer and option for me and I made a point of not counting the days once I had passed 3 or 4 days. I'm now about 50 days and change in and I honestly cannot believe it! I didn't relapse once. I went through a slight flatline around 2 weeks in and stayed in for maybe2 weeks. I had a wet dream just before I went flat. That brings me to tonight. I won't get into the details but I had a girl give me a blowjob and holy shit! It was amazing. I used to have to fanaticize about porn during a blowjob and I still couldn't stay that hard and never could I cum from one. I would always have to finish myself by jacking off. Tonight I didn't even have an opportunity to think about porn.. it felt so amazing there just was no need. I had a super hard dick and came once. Took a bath with the same girl and my dick got hard again. She sucked me off again and I was able to cum. 2 successful blowjobs, erections and ejaculations in maybe an hour.. what a weight lifted off my shoulders. I was probably about as bad as it gets when I came to dead dicks. The key is to not relapse at all I think. Don't touch your dick in any sexual manner and of course drop porn completely. Sorry to ramble but I want you guys to know, if I can do it I promise you can too! No I realize I haven't had actual penetrative sex just yet and that's the true test I think. But I don't care. This tells me my brain is healing. I might go into another flatline from the sudden O but man it really is nice to know that my dick/brain is healing. I do feel the chaser effect but porn completely disgust me now. If anyone has any advice for me it would be great appreciated and I hope others having similar issues to mine can be excited that it is something you can beat!!
     
  2. As a woman, I've always been kinda fascinated in this aspect of porn addiction in men. It's scary to me how this can manifest itself in actual physical dysfunction, but I'm really glad to read that you're fast on the road to recovery. You got this!
     
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  3. Lustorlove

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    Great story man, I found it to be very inspiring. I was on a 20 some day streak when I relapsed due to flatline urges. With my new streak started I have been wondering whether I will be able to cum from a bj when I get back out in the dating pool. I'm waiting until I reach day 30 for me to start trying to get into sexual situations with girls. Good luck, I hope you keep going!
     
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