Frustrated

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Deleted Account, Nov 4, 2017.

  1. Hey guys, I've been pretty inactive here for a while now.
    I reached a decent streak (around day 50) which is my current best but I started to relapse again and again now and I'm back to where I started (if not behind). This is really so frustrating as I cant be the best version of myself. Porn isn't only wasting my time but its also making me sick in my head and lately I started observing myself a little irritated all the time.
    I've been trying nofap since the last two years and everytime I get to a decent streak I relapse again and again. Its just so damn hard, specially when there are a million triggers for you out there.
    So because of porn I cancel my studying schedule and i go back to watching tv series and youtube videos. In about 6 months I've an exam that can completely change my life forever (its a medical college admission test). I have an incredible passion for medicine. The way the human body works, the physiology, anatomy excites me in unimaginable ways. I have a dream that one day I'll be one of the most influential people in the world. The thing is, for these 6 months, I'm alone. For these six months all I have to focus on is studying as the competition is deadly here in India.
    But now I fear that my goals may go straight down the gutter if I don't get in control of my life. I always think that Im going to workout first thing in the morning but then I skip it. I do freeletics and calisthenics inconsistently.

    I want to be in control of my life. I want to feel what it feels to taste freedom and success.
    Any feedback from you will be really appreciated.
    Thank you.
     
  2. Maybe you're just not a morning person? I always do my workouts at night, I come home feeling great and generally get better rest that day as well.

    Anyways keep trying man, and best of luck to you!
     
  3. Runtilmylegsdropoff

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