Fuck it, Let's do this. Until New Year starting now.

Yeah there are hot girls everywhere. Have you tried taking it day by day? For me it's all about part goals now. I make Wednesday and Sunday days i reach for during the week. Like if it's thursday i am like c'mon only three days left i can do it. Or when it's Monday I am like oh man it's 2 days to Wednesday. I can do this it's not that long. Don't beat yourself up to much. It's not the fall that matters, it's how fast you get up after you've fallen. Forget about it and move on. Here are some inspring comments from other users i've saved to help me gain some motivation and perspective:

Found this in reddit and this is fucking true

"maybe you're trying to rationalize that you've been making too big of a deal about all of this, and that giving in really won't be so bad, it may even be worth it. this is a lie that your addiction is telling you. there is a reason that you decided to take this challenge on, and your cravings are covering up that reason right now, but those cravings will ditch you as soon as they get you to fail, and you will be left alone with only yourself and a sense of panicked failure and regret in the room. don't give up to have to be reminded of that. in your weakest moments where you don't remember the feelings that brought you to this community, you absolutely have to trust your former decisions. don't let anyone trick you, not even yourself.”

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I am responsible for my actions, If I have the power to slip into darkness, I definitely have the power to soar towards the Light, and I am powerful, I am the master of my body and my soul....I'm not gonna give in....My only issue is that sometimes I forget how powerful I am...I will remember this battle scar..

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Anyone reading this, don't you succumb to urges, once you've relapsed, you feel like repeating it and then, at the end, you are left with your life force drained into some napkin, your balls empty....at the end, you will be filled with pain and regret and anger.....so don't go back

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1. Masturbation makes you weak, it spends more
energy and burns your calorie
2. Masturbation creates nervousness and neurological
problems
3. Masturbation is a main cause for erectile
dysfunction.
4. Masturbation addicts you even if you taste it for one
time. Controlling it is a very big menace.
5. Masturbation creates drowsiness; you will be
sleeping most of the time after ejaculation of your sperm.
You will experience a damn tired.
6. Masturbation causes stress and strain in your mind
and soul.
7. Masturbation also affects us psychologically; it
creates depression after ejaculation and makes one to feel
bad on his own.
8. Getting red hot while masturbating will give a bad
name in your surroundings and it is indecent too.
9. Masturbation cannot be done simply, it needs to see,
touch, indulge or at least think of a sexual practice/ sex
organs of the opposite sex. This is more harmful that the
image in your memory that you see could not be erased
easily. This will lead you to a noxious problem that you
cannot see any girl/ lady/ women without a single thought
i.e., sex.
10. Masturbation creates an urge to do indefinitely; it
doesn’t see the place, people and culture. It makes you to
fell in a worse sexual problem if chance knocks the door.
11. Masturbation leads you to illegal contacts because the
urge increases day by day and finally will lead to the search
of a source for sexual pleasure.
12. Masturbation is the main reason for speedy sperm
release during sexual intercourse. It will create
dissatisfaction to you and to your wife.
13. Over masturbation reduces your sperm count. Couples
who desire to get pregnant should not masturbate.
14. Seminal fluid that gets released on masturbation
contains proteins that are needed for many metabolic
activities and cell formations. Proteins are the building
blocks of our body; ejaculation often will create you to be
lean and distracts your metabolism of muscle building.
15. Ethically masturbation is wrong; you think of X/Y and
do sex of your own. This hinders your values and respect
on others. May be you are good in all other regard but will
end up in a great problem if not concerned to stop this
habit.
16. Masturbation wastes your time and makes you
useless.
17. The pleasure of masturbation never lasts for a long
time.
18. Masturbation creates more problems as you lose your
memory and thought provoking ability.
19. Masturbation is not the end for your desire; you may
be fooled by your own practice. It will never give you a
solution or a satisfaction but seems that it gives.
20. It is not needed in any way to your sexual life that it
has to be practiced without fail.
21. Guys who masturbate will lose interest in sex with
their wife very soon. They can’t feel pleasurable for a long
time.

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maybe you are right... diferent paths same goal. I am here rooting for you.
about the repressing part. what i am trying to say is that most guys see the urges or sexual energy that builds up as a bad thing...like something that will make them go crazy if they do not have sex or masturbate. that is why is so dificult to contain yourself. tell me when did you feel happy when you felt intense urges? you probably never did. we males are driven because of our sexual drive. remember the feeling of weakness and powerlessness you feel after ejaculating? it is because you now are out of sexual energy so you need to rest for some to build up. and it´s a lot of stress to your body to make more and more semen. you don´t feel like moving, you want to sleep and girls lose all their charm. when you feel horny all you want is to hit on girl and have sex, right? so you can see that sexual energy is what makes us men move. the building you see, the ships...everyhing we achieved so far was due to our sexual energy. our minds even work better so we can find solutions to achieve our goals. for what? so we can have a wife. kids, a family. can you see why i inisist on self love? that is self love.
so when you feel lots of craving try to accept it as a part of yourself, it´s hwo you are...feel good about it. if you have a high sex drive is because you probably have a bright mind. you just have to channel it. when you feel it, you will see that you have more strenght, more motivation to do things. try going out, go to school, work feeling like that you´ll see that you´ll follow your insticts more and be more aware of your sorroundings. just accept and try to focus that energy on other things you´ll see what i mean. don´t start looking at girls like peaces of meat for example... try to use that energy to talk to them with no second intentions and you´ll start noticing their intentions behind their words and actions. you´ll know if they are interested in your talk or not. try doing it with anyone,friends or strangers. if you work out try doing it feeling horny as hell. that high sex drive you have is a blessing and you don´t even know it. understand it man...just accept it and you´ll have the most powerful weapon a man could have.

Hope this helps bro.