Fucked up

I was at 65 days and I relapsed

I guess it snuck on me, I think if I share my experience it might help some people from going through the same thing

First few weeks were fine, I cut down on weed to so things were looking good

Then I developed a casual relationship with this girl, and we would smoke weed before we did it so I guess I used weed as a sub for the dope rush that I didn't have anymore

Smoking turned into an everyday thing, and I started having sex almost every day too

One day I was high in my bed with the chaser affect and I masturbated.

I brushed it off, and last night I came back from the club drunk and I MO'd twice.
I feel so dumb for ruining such a good streak