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funny story about how i started my 252 and counting days streak!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by phwrancesco, Jan 1, 2018.

  1. phwrancesco

    phwrancesco Fapstronaut

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    Hello to everybody, even if this is just a little story i think that can be helpful to people that is struggling with meating their goals on this nofap thing, so i decided to write it down.

    Last time i masturbated was 20 april 2017. In that period i was masturbating every other day.
    After a period of 2 month in 2013 in witch i masturbated at least X3 everyday because of my terrible mental health condition i told myself to not do it more than once a day and since then i respected my word.
    In 2017 this balance was close to collapse and this compromise was no longer good enough for me.
    So one night, on april 22 2017, i was laying in my bed. I didn't feel good, same old head burnin and anxiety. So i was thinking about masturbate or not (since january 2017 my porn use increased a lot so i would jack off with porn every time)...i remember thinking something like "ok, its tuesday so i should masturbate now". At that moment i felt a great anger in me. I told myself that it was inconceivable what i was doing, that i should not masturbate this much if i can't have sex because my fucking dick can't work. I was so tired and depressed about my horrible sex life at the time.
    At that moment i had already made my decision. Since that moment no more masturbation till i could have sex again (i can have sex now but i keep going on my streak). So at this point i recalled to my mind that i read something about quitting masturbation month before, something called nofap. I searched in my bed and i saw my first video about nofap in that same moment :)
    That's it!
     

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