Gained new fetishes from rebooting :/

Sulaco

New Fapstronaut
I'm embarrassed to say this but it's only since abstinence and NoFap that I've felt compulsion to drink my own urine and to insert sounds into my urethra. Neither of these things was remotely interesting to me when I was PMO'ing, but I guess you can't choose all the ways that re-sensitising your brain to sex is going to affect your tastes.

This is probably a bit TMI and graphic, but I wondered if I'm not the only one for whom a new fetish or interest developed as a part of their reboot - how did you manage this with the no PM? The urges to do these things can be really strong.
 
I have had some weird fantasies pop up while rebooting but I’ve slowly gotten back down to more normal stuff in my head that it’s trying to make me look at. I think it’s your brain trying to grasp at new ideas thinking maybe the new pull will be strong enough to get you back to looking at porn.
 
At least it isn't porn, and I'm not fapping.
The urges come for a few weeks and then depart.... I thought they were gone, but they've come back after a 50+ days on a fresh streak.
 
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