I am struggling with these thoughts about my sexuality a lot lately. The biggest problem right now is, that i have only known attraction through porn. never had a crush in school, never had a date or physical realtionship with either sex. i watched straight, lesbian, solo girls, all around girl focused porn all my live and still did a few days ago (until i decided to quit porn). So i thought i must be straight. Because PMO always kept me "satisfied" i never needed to go for a real relationship or real sexual interaction with real people. But something changed a few months ago. Somehow, all the straight porn (and all it´s subgenres) was not enough anymore. I still could MO, but it did not feel "right" anymore. Like it changed how i perceive porn. i got interessted in shemale porn and this is where my anxiety started to kick in. It is so stupid, i have watched tons and tons of f****ed up porn, but it never bothered me somehow. But as soon as i started to like a genre, that is in conflict with my core belief of beeing straight, it made me lose my shit. Right now i´m in this cycle of constantly checking and fantasizing about different scenarios with girls and guys. Could i imagine kissing a girl or a guy and liking it? could i imagine having sex with a girl or guy an liking it? Could i imagine living with a girl or a guy and liking it? How do i feel in the pressence of a guy or girl? so on and so forth and the answer is always different. somedays i´am not that attracted (in my mind) to girls = must be super gay and in denial. Somedays i am attracted to girls = must be bi. I never get that thought out of my head of liking guy, cause i have this weird feeling in my gut when thinking about them, that i never had befor in my life. It doesn´t feel good, it makes me axious. I can´t get an answer like this and it is driving me insane. Anyways, sry for the Long post. I just needed to vent. Thanks for reading.