Gay thoughts

the porn addiction can lead to unreal tast , also the addiction can cause HOCD(homosexual obssessive compulsiv disorder ), you need to be a way for porn like 3 week and the thoughts will
disappear

 

This is gonna go away its just at the beginning everyone feels this. It might feel like youre gay but its just your brain rewiring

 

It is hard, do you genuinely think you’re bisexual cause ive had the thought when I’m not. Ive got to the point where a picture of me kissing a guy in my head and seems to me that I’m starting to like it when deep down I dont, its twisting attraction and actually disgusts me. I am not gay and i don’t think you are, it is disgusting to me and i never would do it.

 

Many, Many, Many, people here think they are gay because they end up masturbating to gay porn. This is classic escalation. Almost everyone who has been in the porn addict game long enough (myself included) have escalated into genres that they would never ever be into in real life.

 

Actually, too much porn can turn into the need of watching gay porn since our brain needs more different stimuli to get aroused.

 

I could be "escalation" of porn abuse, it could be not.

I dont think that you can end up being homosexual just for get aroused by homosexual sex scenes. You are homosexual if you enjoy having sex with another dude. I mean, the thing it could be only happening in you head, like a fantasy.

How about the real deal experience?

 

Look, think about it this way:

If you are bisexual, there is nothing to "heal" on your brain, you are just bisexual.
So, there is no rebooting or rewiring or re-whatever that is going to get that sexual aspect out of you.
So, if you repress that part of yourself you are going to doom yourself to never be fullfilled, because that part of you is not going to be satisfied. Ok?

Ok, with that in mind i will say: Do the challenge, do the rebooting of yourself and make sure that is not just P messing up with your head. If you get 90 days, or 100, or whatever an you still get atractted to the idea of experiencing the real deal... well, maybe then you should go for it

 

it's been the same for me before my current streak, my fetishes and kinks escalated from weird straight stuff to transsexual and even to gay. I have been watching this porn and it gave me the chills, the shock and frustration i needed to activate my desensitized dopamine receptors. I have never been drawn to any men outside porn before, whether it was in my school or anyone. This ideas are all alienating your mind and make you think that they are yours but most of the times they are not. I have stopped for 57 days now and i hardly think of this shit, girls became more appealing to me and normal vaginal sex preceded by a foreplay and getting intimate with someone i truly love is my greatest fantasy now. I even get repulsed by the idea of having sex with much older lady, like they depict in porn sites like milf, mature and these kind of stuff. I just want vanilla sex now. Good luck with your journey and finding your true self my friend.

 

You aren't gay or bisexual. If you've never doubted your sexuality up until the moment where you started freaking out about it then youre just overally anxious.