Getting aroused watching transwoman porn

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in dubio

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Hello, nofap-community :emoji_wave:

I just recently learned about the NoFap and I respect the effort of all of you.
I masturbated a lot lately, like twice a day and three weeks ago I tried transgender/transwoman porn. I enjoyed it at first, but the day after I just felt miserable and guilty. I always considered myself straight but this was an eye-opener, that I have a porn addiction. At least for me, there is nothing normal about this kind of porn. Also, I had difficulties getting a hard erection watching normal porn, so I decided to stop masturbating& watching porn.
Right now I am on day 9 and I already feel more concentrated and my attitude changed for the good as well. Sometimes I don't think about sex/women for over an hour while learning (I don't know if this is good or bad statistic)-. Also, the thoughts of transwoman porn occur rarely now.
Furthermore, I deleted the Instagram app, because on explore there were mainly lightly dressed women :emoji_bikini: Additionally, I started meditating, which helps me focus on university.

I will try nofap for at least a month and see what I feel like then. But I feel like I can do without porn and I want to get into more dating again when the Corona crisis is over. My first realization I can share with you that porn just isn't natural and we shouldn't get controlled by it.

Thank you for reading my post :emoji_raised_hands: If you have any suggestions, please don't hesitate to write a comment.
 
Hey @in dubio ,

Welcome to NoFap!

in dubio said:
I always considered myself straight but this was an eye-opener, that I have a porn addiction.
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If you are Str8, then you are Str8. PMO can lead a Str8 man to watch some weird types of P. But, that doesn't make you gay. No amount of conditioning or P can change your sexuality.

This is just a "hello" and "welcome" form a regular member.

In some ways, there are a couple of communities here.

The forum posts and the profile posts are very different but, they are both very important to me.

in dubio said:
My first realization I can share with you that porn just isn't natural and we shouldn't get controlled by it.
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Exactly, read up on how to do a hard reboot with no PMO. Since we are all in COVID isolation, this is the perfect time to reboot.

To find the profile posts click the Members link in the black bar. This will bring up a new blue bar below and one of the choices will be New Profile Posts.

Keeping your "status" up to date will post that on your profile and help people comment on your status and also help you find friends and give you a place to get quicker feedback.

Again, welcome,

D2L

PS: Oh, yeah! Don't forget to download the free "getting started guide". You can find it at https://www.nofap.com/getting-started/
 
Welcome to the community :) anything we can assist you with let us know, wish you all the best on your journey.
 
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