I am a straight guy and I have regular anal penetration cravings. They happen less often than desire to stimulate my penis. Long story short I heard about prostate massage, I failed, then I saw long piece of extremely fetishistic porn (furry, gender transformation, animal transformation, submission and gay anal). This ignited my anal cravings. I developed anal masturbation habit and after some time I was achieving anal pleasure every time. My long gone crossdressing fetish reappeared recently. I was also into feminization and animal tf hypno. This all together is negatively impacting my sexuallity, I had desires to be pegged in girly clothing and recently I had for first time thoughts of bottoming in gay sex. I am on day 6 PMO mode. I want to reverse sissification and stop anal desires.