After 8 months of living together my girlfriend is about to leave me for good. Since she moved in I have continued to be selfish and tried to balance a life where I can masturbate and still meet her needs. Needless to say I failed at that. She caught on and two weeks ago we had a long discussion where I committed to quitting cold turkey. Of course I relapsed and now I realize that there is something more to this. I found this website and I’m glad I did. This is day 1.