Hello there NoFappers! Hope you're all doing well not fapping, I will probably be joining you guys now. I decided to register to talk about this shit before it eats my brain away. My girlfriend has made several remarks surrounding dick sizes, which has made me extremely uncomfortable, or even hating my dick. I can't watch porn anymore, I can barely masturbate because as soon as I even touch my member I just get reminded of this. Alright here it goes: The first thing was when we had just started dating and she told me about how she had mentioned me to her friends. "Just mentioned my boyfriend and his average dick", that's what she said told me. I immediately felt bad about it and asked why she would say that, she just said "It's a joke"/get over it or something like that, and I shook it off. A few months later her friend, let's call her Anna, got a new boyfriend. My girlfriend and her were talking about him, and all of the sudden I hear "Ohhh apparently ***** has a big dick". Okay, why did I need to know about that? What am I supposed to do with that information? And that "Ohhh".. Then the bomb that fucked me up. We we're at friends house having (a lot of) drinks. My girlfriend got really drunk, and when she does, she can become horrible/mean. I can't remember what we we're talking about or how this had anything to do with the conversation, but she blurted out "I'm just sucking on your little dick", in front of everyone. Now we we're only 4 people, me my girlfriend and our two best friends, so everyone was very focused on what was being said in the tight circle we had formed. It got awkward, and they (hopefully) just thought she was wasted, but oh man.. fuck.. FUCK! Next day she had no idea she had said it, and she cried and apologised and what not. Now I can't watch porn. All I see is big dicks and I'm thinking about how my girlfriend is secretly yearning for them. I can barely have sex with her, when we do all I think of is her bigger exes (she's been with 23, me: 4, I hate ONS). I also HATE my dick, I feel like shit ALL the time. She could've said anything else: You're fat/skinny, ugly, bitchass, whatever. But the dick, that's a killer. How do I get over this shit? I KNOW my girlfriend probably wants a bigger dick, I just KNOW she's a size queen, at least that's what I'm believing after all this. . I've had exes that I could barely enter. With her it isn't a problem at all, which makes me think her vagina is very receptive to bigger objects, LOLFML And yes, we've talked about it. We almost broke up about it until I just told her what the issue was since it really infected my brain and she could tell I wasn't right. Nothing is helping, whatever she says or does. Oh, and dick size if it matters: Exactly 7 inch, hard. Now some people might say "That's above average" and yada yada, but she said it was average to her friends so that must be what she thinks, and that only makes it worse because that means her 23 previous guys was above it, at least majority, if 7" is average. Help.