there are always gonna be people who are bigger then you and even better then you. This whining and crying won't make it any better. I am 25 and I see some people driving a Tesla or Ferrari while I am driving a Volkswagen(which is almost worthless), I don't feel bad... I have accepted it that there people above me, just like people below me. I keep working on myself there where I can. I can't do more. Now you might say well thats okay but not if come to that part. Dude, whats wrong with you?? It's working and doing what it should do. Instead of worrying about that which you have no control over, focus on how make it work better. BTW, your gf sucks ... find yourself someone who appreciates you. Don't be needy!