Our sex is actually great, but the dick thing is just always there in my head now. Actually that pretty much described our sex: "I'm gonna tease you, play with you, make you want me so bad, and then start to give it to you, then pull out, and make you wait... and then, BOOM, that's when you pull that Rocky Balboa out and go 15 rounds." Foreplay until she begs for penis! But again, my dick size issues are now fucking me up. I can have sex and all, but it's always in my head. I always imagine that it can be better, if the penis is bigger. So even if I was a god in bed, I could be better if my member was larger - That's the issue. Her saying it's the best sex ever and yada yada means little to me, when it COULD be better. I just know she would enjoy it more, that's what kills me because I can't do shit about it either. Except PE, which could damage my dick instead and would take a looooooong time. Yea well, we've been together almost 3 years. If it was something less serious I already would've. I can definitely perform in bed! This is the core issue: I can be the worlds best lover, but if I had a bigger dick, I would be even better. I'm great at oral for example, but so what? I could have a big dick AND be good at oral, haha. This has nothing to do with looks. It's the best girl I've ever met, EXCEPT these comments. Imagine your dream girl, but she pulled those comments. (Which kind of doesn't make sense, since you're dream girl never would say that - But you catch my drift.) She's supportive, we are always on the same page, want the same things and so on. I'm so angry at this. Why, WHY did she have to say anything. Fuck. It's like when someone cheats on a person, no take back after that.