Completely illogical. I am not unhappy, nor am I gay. Therefore it is a non-issue. However, I was unhappy before I changed my beliefs and took action to get what I wanted, therefore it is logical that you heed my advice and the other guys on here who suggest you DO SOMETHING to improve your life. You are unhappy, and "mentally ill" as you stated in your OP, therefore the only logical thing to do is to change. I am simply saying that if you change your current belief system, i.e. that you stop thinking you are inadequate, a "dipshit", and all the other negative things that you label yourself, then you will start to feel good in life. Right now you are a basket case of assumptions based on nothing except self hatred.