Give me a piece of motivation

Hear me out.

The lockdown has been relaxed to an extent and people have finally started going out.

Throughout the lockdown period, I've controlled my addiction to a certain degree. But now I feel it has to go and that I should commit one more time to removing porn from my life.



Some key notes about my addiction:

-Addicted for 5+ years now.
-Have had at least 5 or 6 streaks that lasted 30 days.
-I had serious improvement up untill the covid-19 outbreak and had lots of relapses.
-I could control it well. I NEVER watched anything ugly or extreme. It's not as good as being completely clean, I know.
- I never watch porn more than 1 time a day.


This is probably my 100th time committing again but giving up is for losers. I usually do fine on my own but I come back here time and time again. This community is a blessing. If you have any motivation or piece of advice put it in the comments below. The next time I post it will be a success story

 

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can depend person to person but yea i gotta find a book i can get hooked to