Hello Everyone, Sorry for double posting here. My heart is heavy after relapse and I really wanted to reach out to the community about this particular topic. I know not everyone here is a Christian or religious but please feel free to chime in regardless. There is no denying that the benefits of NoFap are amazing - confidence, energy, joy, focus. All of it! However, the main reason I am doing this is to draw closer to God. Lately, I have been failing my NoFap journey by fantasizing, and finally relapsed today. While the benefits have all been there on this streak, lately I've felt so far away from God and weak in faith. God has done amazing things for me. He has never let me down. Yet, I am having such a difficult time giving this part of my life over to him. How can I draw closer to God during this time? Why am I so unfaithful? What do I have to change? I am willing to do whatever it takes. Please let me know, and feel free to share your own journey. Anything helps right now. God bless, and may we all get through this together.